Are you convinced of the value of personal discipleship? That is, connecting with fellow Christians; brother to brother, sister to sister, on a personal, one on one level, to invest in one another, and to help one another to grow in grace. Do you have spiritually intentional relationships in your life?
More resources on the topic of the church: https://illbehonest.com/topic/the-church
Chuck Vuolo pastors at http://www.newlifemd.org/